Showing posts with label Running. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Running. Show all posts

Why I run

Monday, September 12, 2011

As a relatively new runner, I can say with absolute certainty that up until recently, I had no clue what the granola munchers saw in running. I will admit to uttering a few curse words on a cold bleak morning when icicles were forming on my eyelashes and I would see the odd one run by. And I really did think those "running people" were odd.

I get it now.

I have had a few moments in my life where I've been incredibly proud of myself. In terms of physical challenges, I'd say my number one moment was the birth of my daughter at home. However, I must say, that moment aside, I have never been prouder of myself than the first time I crossed the finish line at my first 5k race this summer. I've heard it said by a runner that she wasn't the winner, but she crossed the same line that the winner crossed. I couldn't agree more.  I am now upping the ante and have signed up for a 10k this fall. I'm renewing my relationship with my sneakers, and getting slowly back into my rhythm.

For anyone who has ever run, there is a progression every time you start to think about going out, then as you pass through your kilometres (or miles, for my US friends), then as you round the bend on your last stretch home. Here's what mine looks like:

Before the run: "I really should go. I know I'll feel better once I've gone. But child #1 or child #2 needs something/dinner isn't made yet/I don't think I've had enough water today/ hubby isn't home yet/I just ran two days ago, didn't I?/etc./ ad nauseum.

Once I've decided to go: "Okay. I'm super pumped. I'm going to KILL this run. Kids are set, hubby is organized, duties set aside, time to go. But wait- where are my pants/ socks/sports bra/shuffle/etc.?"

The first km: "Omg. Maybe I could just turn back. No one would know."

The second km: "Why did I think this was a good idea? When will I stop feeling every single ache and pain, and when will my legs start working again? I need more grease than the Tin Man."

The third km: "I could just take the short cut. If I cut through there, I'll be back home in ten minutes. Why is this taking so long?"

The fourth km: "Anytime now. I know it's coming. Just ease into it...man I love this..."

If you're a runner, you know what I'm talking about. It - that elusive moment you wait for each time you run. It's the moment that sometimes just doesn't come- like a sneeze that never materialized and left you unsatisfied. But most of the time, it does come and transports you away from your body. You stop feeling every hurt, every step, hearing your breath, complaining, mentally punching the person who convinced you to go...

...and you're there.

It is that point, where it's just me, my music and the road, that keeps me coming back for more. That surreal place where no one wants anything from me, and it's just me, competing against myself.

Those times when I hear that voice, before it comes, I crank my music and skip to a song with a bigger, faster beat. Each time the voice gets louder, I make the music louder. It's the voice of defeat and I don't want to listen to it, so I drown it out and tell it to Eat. My. Dust.


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5km race results: 37:28

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Today I proved to myself and anyone who would care to listen, that I am a champion. If the neighbours would still speak to me, I'd get on the roof with a megaphone and let them all know just how fantastic I am. :) Why? Because no matter where you start from, anyone can set a goal, train hard, and get there. And I did- big time.

Today I ran 5km in the Ottawa Race Weekend. Yes. I did. Me. The person whose standard line was "I don't like to sweat" or "I am just not someone who exercises". What a crock. I'm so glad that girl is gone now. There is no reason why a thirty-something at her peak of physical strength shouldn't be sweating a few times a week. I guess what I'd never found was something that clicked- something I WANTED to do a few times a week. Here's my story...

You'll recall that Mr. Pick-it-Up and I went to El Dorado Royale resort in Mexico back in March. It was absolutely one of my favourite vacations ever. I was able to eat whatever, feel normal, and beyond all that, the resort itself was insane. So beautiful. But here's the thing: it really caters to "fitties" and we watched them get up every morning, go running, play volleyball, etc. I exercised twice that week- one round of aquafit, and a leisurely bike ride, but there seemed to be this impenetrable wall around all the fit people that I just couldn't ever see breaking into. The day after I got home, I decided that enough was enough: I strapped on my shoes and went. I had downloaded an app for my iPod that walked you through the Couch to 5k program and I started by listening to the dulcet tones of the trainer while I ran my first 3k at walk1:run1 ratio. That, my friends, was March 25, 2011. Almost exactly two months back.

So how was the race? For anyone who wants the nitty gritty details, here is my play-by-play.

Pre-race: I was totally FREAKING OUT. Yep. I was collecting my stuff, getting ready to head out and I totally started to freak. Ugly freaking. Nail biting, snapping, not-being-very-nice freaking. We collected the kids, met up with my mom and her hubby and started the trek to the city centre.

Having never even been in a city where this kind of thing was happening, I was slightly unprepared for the masses of people. Particularly the blocks of runners waiting in their corrals (approximately 9,000). I had my cheering section with me: my mom, her husband, my kids and beloved hubby were all at my side as we made the trek into the madness. The air was so thick with excitement, I thought I might literally burst.

I kissed everyone goodbye, and was buoyed by their smiling faces, high fives and enthusiasm (who doesn't like to be the centre of attention???) as I went to meet my running partner and good friend Cathy. I almost tripped over her and her kids (13 and 16) who were also running with us. I was so glad to find them as I was beginning to doubt whether I'd have anyone by my side to run the race with.

We heard the crowd cheer at the start of the race, saw the crowd start to move and inched our way toward the starting line. At about 20 feet shy of the line, I looked at Cathy and said "You ready?" She was, we shared a high five, and we started running.

I suppose I was naive to think that people would follow the rule of "if you're slow, go to your appropriate corral and don't stick yourself in the way of everyone else". But they didn't. We passed hoards of people, in the middle of the road I might add, walking. Now I'm all for walking this race. It's only a 5k for pete's sake. But if you're going to walk, please walk on the right. If you find you have a stitch and have to stop, move over. No big deal. But don't walk 3 wide with your run buddies in the middle of the road. Please. Oh, and you- the guy who tried to cross the road in the middle of the race? An the girl who bent down to pick something up in the middle of the race (who I almost bowled over)-SERIOUSLY????

I digress. So I had lots of advice to take it easy during the race. Not to go too fast, because I'd burn out. I really took that to heart, but perhaps a bit too literally. I was going at a comfortable pace with random bursts as we passed folks and weaved our way through the crowds. But I found I was very disoriented. I had no idea how far into the race I was. When I run my route at home, I know when I am 1/3 of the way through, when I hit approximately the 1/2 way mark, and when I'm nearing the end. But there were no mile markers until we hit 750 metres left to go. So it was hard to judge when to pick up the pace because I literally had no idea how far in I was. I must figure out a solution to this for the next race.

The excitement at that 750...500...300...metre marker is like nothing I could describe. Again not being able to see the finish line was hard, and I had a cramp brewing in my abs that I was terrified would cause me to have to walk, but once I saw the finish line and we hit that 100 metre marker, Cathy and I were practically sprinting. That feeling of flying towards the line, neck and neck with each other was the highlight of the whole day...that and seeing my husband's face just a few metres after the finish line smiling so big I think I saw his entire gumline and possibly his tonsils.

In the end, although I've been running in the 32-34 minute range, my final race results were 37:28. Am I thrilled with the result? Well, I'll be honest and say I wish I'd been better grounded, and all those folks at the sidelines shouting "Not much longer!!" had been useful enough to tell me HOW much longer, but the point is, I have a result. If I hadn't run, I wouldn't have a result, would I? So I will take this as a benchmark, and start looking for a 10km to sign up for in the fall. Bring. It. On. Who's with me?
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Crappy gluten free bread makes great croutons

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Update
I'm sorry for posting so infrequently. My schedule has been a bit insane lately, trying to fit in my "regular life" as well as 3 or 4 runs per week, plus a Zumba and a hip-hop class. For those of you tried and true "fitties", this might be old news, but for me, who is gone to work from 6:30am to 5:30pm Monday to Thursday, plus coming home to my other job, then juggling the kids full time all weekend, I'm trying to adjust.

I am making good strides (runners' pun- did you catch that? groan...) with my exercise. I can now easily run the 3K at 4:1 (run:walk) ratio, and I managed to do the 5K at the same pace. My goal is to get to a 5K with fewer walk breaks by early summer. We'll see how that goes, but for someone who hadn't run in years until the end of March, I'm pretty stoked with my progress. I ran on Friday and it's a good thing: the rain this weekend is oppressive and terrible. Looking forward to the sun and my next run.

Okay, on to the recipe.

You know when you buy gluten free bread, and discover that it tastes TERRIBLE (most do, let's be honest) or make a loaf that ends up totally flopping? Don't throw it out: it is a new batch of croutons waiting to be discovered. :)

Gluten free croutons
Ingredients:
"Not my favourite" gluten free bread, cubed
Grapeseed/coconut oil (or whatever you have)
Dried oregano
Dried basil
Salt

Directions:
Cube your bread and place in a large bowl.


Sprinkle with oil, salt, pepper, and herbs (you could also choose rosemary and thyme or other combination).

Spread the croutons out on parchment paper and put them into your oven at a low temperature for a long time, checking and moving them around every 10 minutes or so. This may take a 1/2 hour to really dry them out, or if you'd prefer, you can toast them at a higher temp in less time. I chose 250 degrees. If you're in a hurry, you can go higher but be close by- they go from soft to burnt in minutes. Cool, then store in an air-tight container in your pantry. I use a large mason jar. If you've successfully dried them out, they should last a few weeks. Enjoy!

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Cultivating my "fit chick" persona

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Okay, I've often said that I am not a sporty person by nature. I danced, did gymnastics and played field hockey as a kid, but I can't really say that it was part of my being like my sister or others I know. However, I'm really going for it: I want to cultivate my inner "fit chick".

So here's where I'm at: I am registered in two weekly courses- a hip hop dance class Tuesday night, and my usual Zumba class on Fridays. In addition, I've started running. I downloaded a "couch to 5K" app for my iPod and I've completed the first 5 runs of the program. To further inspire myself, I've signed up for my first official race- 5k (I know, a whoooole 5k!) and I'm going to rock it. Even if I have to roll/slither/fall over the finish line.

I am hoping that I can keep the momentum going and really give 'er. I have concerns that if I take a day off I'll start to slack and lose my oomph, but I am pretty committed and my poor hubby is trying to take my new-found enthusiasm in stride (not literally of course, as he's even less of a natural "fittie" than I am).

So this is week two...and I'm making it public to encourage me to avoid future humiliation. :)

You may now shower me with encouragement and praise...no really...go ahead...

Or you could just share what active things YOU do to keep fit and happy. Your turn!
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